From: Teresa
To: The Official Shadow People Archives
Sent: Tuesday, January 27, 2009 5:55:22 PM
Subject: sexual attacking shadow person
I was asleep in bed when I started having a dream. It was early morning and I was dreaming that someone had broken into the house. I dreamed I was pretending to be asleep when I heard him come into my room. I was trying to be still, hoping that it was a robber coming to steal things from my house.
I continued lying still when I felt him come onto the bed. He slowly moved his body towards mine and he slowly put a fabric around my neck. He brought his head down and I could feel his face on the back of my head. I whimpered and he moaned as though it was arousing. In my mind I thought I can't let him do this so I thrust my body back as hard as I could and yelled; it wasn't so much of a yell but more of a growl. When I yelled, I woke myself and sat up in my bed.
Beside my bed where I had pushed him was a man. He was not quite a man because I couldn't see his face, but I could tell it was a man. His skin was not gray or tan but almost a taupe color. He was wearing a hat not a fedora and not a cowboy hat, it was more of a black leather cowboy hat like the one Indiana Jones wears or an Australian. I watched him vanish in almost a swirl from the bottom up. I remember the hat distinctly because it was the last thing that disappeared.
I went to work and thought about it all day and wondered what it meant; it was the first time I had seen a shadow person but not the first time I had a revealing dream.
I have always been a dreamer and they have always been very vivid and distinct. I thought about the hat and remembered a guy I was friends with that I had dated briefly. We had hung out a few times and I had made out with him a few times but it never got that far. When he kissed me he would almost growl. Then once when we were hanging out, he started kissing my neck and he bit me hard in fact it bruised. I thought it was a little strange and decided he may be a little too weird for me. I told him I just wanted to be friends because I had just gone through a divorce. He said he knew that there was a connection between us and that he knew it would be a matter of time before I regretted it.
What was even more unusual was that I remembered the hat because he wore the exact same hat as my shadow person. When I made the distinction, I called him and told him what had happened. He told me when a woman dreams about a man, his mother had told him, that marriage was the outcome. He also said that when she dreams he is coming from behind that it is a sign of inferiority and that perhaps I was harboring some sexual frustration.
I was shocked. I honestly felt no sexual attraction to this man and found him completely pompous and obnoxious. This has just happened but I feel that this is the type of man I should probably stay away from and maybe it was a warning to stay away.
